I know you think you may never want a girl because you love your little boy so much. And you don't know how you'll do her hair because you have and never will be good at doing your own hair. And you know how wonderful life was with older sisters which forces you to think- can a little girl really grow up normal without older sisters? I know you think having a second baby might not be the best idea right now when your stressed with so many other things that are happening in your life. But you will love her and love doing her hair and nails and you will see that an older brother can be patient (maybe not as patient) as a sister and this little girl will bring you and Jackson unbelievable happiness even during the toughest parts of your life.
Love,
Your Future Self
